Thursday, July 2, 2015

Worship at St. Luke Presbyterian - June 21, 2015

I was graciously invited to lead worship, while Lesley was in MN working on her doctorate.  What follows is my sermon, and the Prayers of the People from that morning.

Mark 4:35-41
On that day, when evening had come, he said to them, ‘Let us go across to the other side.’ And leaving the crowd behind, they took him with them in the boat, just as he was. Other boats were with him.  A great gale arose, and the waves beat into the boat, so that the boat was already being swamped. But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion; and they woke him up and said to him, ‘Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?’ 
He woke up and rebuked the wind, and said to the sea, ‘Peace! Be still!’ Then the wind ceased, and there was a dead calm. He said to them, ‘Why are you afraid? Have you still no faith?’ 
And they were filled with great awe and said to one another, ‘Who then is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?        
                 
JUST A BOAT
When Pastor Lesley approached me to inquire if I would be willing to preach in June, the first thing I did was to look up the lectionary texts for the three Sundays she would be gone.  I read them all and when I got to this story I jumped in my seat a little … Its a BOAT story!  I love a good boat story!   In my work with youth, we plunge into the story of the disciples and the boat and Peter walking on the water.  We look at where we are in our lives … are we in the boat, are we hanging on to the side, are we walking on water with Jesus?  Our placement relative to that boat speaks to our relationship and our level of trust with Jesus.  In that boat story, we teach the youth that boat is symbolic for so much.

And then other times, a boat is just a boat. We find ourselves here in the 4th chapter of Mark.  As you may remember, Mark is the shortest gospel.   Mark is bare bones … there is no birth story, there are fewer stories about Jesusteachings, and Marks original book ends before the risen Christ appears.  Mark gets right to the task of telling us about Jesus and the coming of Gods kingdom, and there is not a lot of fluff along the way.  By the time we arrive at our story this morning, Jesus has been baptized and tempted, called his Disciples, did a little healing and shared some parables about the Kingdom of God.  

The Sea of Galilee is the central location for this story and many of Marks stories of Jesus.  This “sea” is actually a freshwater lake 13 miles long and 8 miles wide that is fed by the Jordan River.   First century writers report there were at least 16 harbors on this lake, so this was a well-used and busy lake.  At its deepest point, the lake is only 140 feet deep, and the mountain range to the west funnels in strong winds that often bring about sudden and violent storms upon its waters. 

Earlier in the day, Jesus had attracted some crowds and asked his disciples to get a small boat for him to speak from, so he wouldnt get crushed by the people and so everyone could hear him.  Jesus stood on the boat near the shore and spoke to the crowds in parables.  After an afternoon of teaching, Jesus tells the Disciples, “Lets cross over to the other side of the lake.”   They jump in the boat with him and they take off.   Now when I have had the pleasure of initiating Family trips, my suggestion of a destination is always accompanied by questions.  “How long will it take?”  “What is there to do when we get there?” “Can I sit in the front seat?”  Im sure Jesus was grateful there were no questions, because we learn in the next chapter that their destination was a few miles across the lake, where they would encounter demons and thousands of pigs.  My guess is if they had asked questions, they wouldnt have gone along on this journey.

Jesus and the disciples are sailing along, when gale force winds arise and waves swamp the boat.  Jesus is sleeping away in the back of the boat.   The disciples wake him up to ask if he cares if they are drowning.  Without a word, Jesus gets up, and orders the wind to be still and the threat immediately goes away.   Not only that, but now the water is completely calm.  Ravaging storm to dead calm … (snap) just like that.   Not a wave, not a ripple.  It was dead calm.

Jesus uses this as a teachable moment.  The disciples are asked, “Why are you frightened?  Dont you have faith yet?”  Many times when Jesus speaks words like this to his disciples, we tend to see them as criticism.  Like Jesus is saying, “Dummies, dont you get it?  Why arent you trusting me?”  But if we pay attention to the verb here, it is “Asked” … not “rebuked” or “chastised” or “scolded”.  Its just a question.  Its a simple question for the disciples, and its a simple question for us.  Why are we afraid?  Dont we have faith yet?  Well, maybe its not so simple. 

The story ends with the disciples asking their own questions.  Think of all that just happened here … they ARE overcome.  The “awe” they are experiencing is closer to fear than to amazement.  They are wondering “what the heck just happened here?”  It doesnt make sense.  So they ask “who then is this?  Even the wind and sea obey him.”  Because WE know the whole story of Jesus, its easy for us to reduce the Disciples at this point to clueless knuckleheads.  How can they not recognize the power of Jesus?  Hes just told them parables about the kingdom of God and how MUCH can come from LITTLE, so why cant they get this.  But really, this story is early in their ministry together, the parables he has told them are pretty hard to follow, and sure, hes healed some people, but we are talking about CHANGING WEATHER PATTERNS IN AN INSTANT.  If I was in that boat, I know that I would be confused and afraid, wouldnt you?

It would be easy to look back and see parallels to our own faith journey represented in the boat, or the waves, or the disciples.  But today I feel we are being pushed a little more.  I mentioned before that sometimes a boat is just a boat.  The boat in this story is a vehicle of transportation.  The purpose of a boat is to move you from where you are to some place new.  And here is where our fear creeps in.

Left to our own devices, we like to stay put. Where we are is just great.  Its human nature to stay where things are warm, and safe, and comfortable, and theres a Jewel down the street to buy M&Ms and coffee and pancake mix.   Where we know the bed is comfortable and no one will mess with our TV remote or ding our car or look at us funny.  Isnt staying in our comfort zone just delightful?  Its easy and its stress free.  Lets put up our feet and sit for spell, shall we?

Lovely … but heres the problem.  Jesus doesnt want us to just sit on our couch and watch Netflix.  Jesus doesnt want us to stay in the known.  Jesus didnt want those disciples to camp for the night by the shores of the lake.  He wanted them all to jump in the boat and take off into the night.   Jesus said, “Lets go!” and off they went.  No chance to think about it, because we know when given the chance, many of us would sit and think about it and analyze it forever.    Or we would decide we are afraid and the journey wasnt worth it. 

Jesus had done what he needed to do on that side of the lake, and now it was time to move to a new place. Jesus knew that the group needed to go to the other side because there was someone there who needed them.  Unfortunately for our comfort-seeking, slightly lazy selves, Jesus also wants US to join him on the other side of the lake too.  We know that crossing that lake comes with a whole set of challenges.  Wind, waves, traveling with a smelly bunch of guys, inability to read maps … all upset the calm.   Let's face it, Moving is abusive.  Think about when you get off an airplane after a long trip.   Dont we all look and feel like weve been dragged behind truck for a while? 

Moving from one place to another is change and change is hard.  We resist change.  We fight change.  We ask a million questions before we agree to change, with hopes that our stalling will convince everyone we don't really need to change.   We tell people that it would be so great if those other people would change, because theyre so much better at it than we are.   But Jesus knows all our tricks and Jesus still wants us to change.  He doesnt want us stuck in one place.  Jesus knows there are going to be gale force winds.  Jesus isnt afraid of that, and Jesus invites us to come along … “Come on, lets cross over to the other side of the lake”.  Jesus didnt tell them, “You guys go on ahead, Ill catch up with you later.”  That's another story.      Jesus was there on that pillow in the back of the boat, Jesus was there to silence the wind, Jesus was there to ask them to examine their fears. And Jesus is going to be with US too, when the storms arise, when the calm appears, and when we disembark on the other side.

Change is difficult.  Change is scary.  Last January, after working with teenagers for 22 years, Jesus started whispering to me, “Hey, what if you stopped working with the youth?”   I didnt want to hear that.  I was really good at my job.  I knew what I was doing.  I had the trust of the teenagers and their families.  But Jesus wasnt OK with me standing still.  The whispering got a little louder, “No, really, I mean it.  I have something else I want you to do.”  And I said, “No thanks, Jesus.  I cant leave a solid job.  I have two girls in college.  Im afraid, so I think Ill just stay put, but thank you.”  But Jesus is relentless.  “I know youre afraid, but I have a plan.  Just get in the boat with me and lets see where this goes.”  So I did.  I resigned from my job.  And I had many nights of being afraid of what would happen.  I had days where I asked, “Hey Jesus, cant you see Im drowning here?”  And then things became clearer.  There was a new role for me.  Im getting off the shore just a few offices down, and Im landing in a place where Im not sure what Im doing.  But I am changing.  I am excited for the unknown that is to come.  But I know I only moved because I listened to Jesusinvitation to change.

Following Jesus means that we need to be dissatisfied with sitting on one side of the lake.   Jesus rarely stayed in one place for long and as his followers we need to seek out those new places that we as individuals and as churches need to go. If the church never changed, we would still be singing Gregorian chants, and refusing to allow the LBGT community in our doors.  If the church never changed, you wouldnt have a female pastor or this larger sanctuary.   The events of this week prove to us that we as a nation need to change … we need to push for fundamental changes in our laws and attitudes to heal the deep racial wounds that are entrenched in our society.  We must work to eliminate the violence we have allowed to be done to our African American brothers and sisters.   The church has long been a leader in bringing about sweeping change in issues of justice and equality and it seems clear that we are being called to step firmly onto that boat once again.

Most of the time, the hardest part is getting into the boat … agreeing to change.  Because we know that getting in the boat also invites the storms, and we really like when things are calm.     But Jesus knows whats over there, and wants us to get there.  Listen for those whispers, examine the boats in the harbor ready to depart, put on your deck shoes and get ready jump on board when you hear the invitation.   Work together to find what boat St. Lukes is being called to step on to next.   It will be a wild ride, but oh, so worth it.   May we each have the faith to take up Jesusinvitation and may we believe that getting to the other side is essential to the work of Gods Kingdom.

Prayers of the People
Loving and gracious God, we gather together to worship you this morning, and we seek to make sense of a world that is confusing, violent and seems so far from the world you created. 

Our hearts are especially heavy Lord, as we remember the names of those who gathered to worship you on Wednesday and are now in your heavenly presence after a gunman senselessly ended their lives.  We uplift to you, your beloved children Rev. Sharonda Coleman-Singleton, Cynthia Hurd, Susie Jackson, Ethel Lance, Rev. DePayne Middleton-Doctor, Rev. Clementa Pinckney, Tywanza Sanders, Rev. Daniel Simmons, Sr., and Myra Thompson.   Surround their families, the congregation of Christ the Emmanuel AME Church, the Charleston community, and our nation with your comforting and powerful love. 

We know that the loss of a life through violence breaks open your heart, Lord.   Allow that sorrow to reside deeply among each of us, and refuse us the ability to be content with the way things are.  We pray that you transform the hatred that lies deep in the hearts of people.  We seek a world where each person, regardless of their skin color is treated as a precious child of God and held sacred.   Help each of us to work for change, to refuse to be complacent in matters of race, and fight for an end to violence and injustice.   

God, inspire our leaders and guide our own creative souls to head to the other shore you have prepared.  Infuse your churches with energy and commitment to step forward together to bring about the Kingdom as you intend.

Amidst the sadness of the week, we also experience joy in our lives.  This morning we celebrate the birth of Nora Bee Meeks and rejoice with her parents, Brian and Sarah and Pastor Lesley and Scott at this wonderful new arrival into their family.    Be with St. Luke as they prepare to welcome Lesley back from Study Leave and as they begin to say farewell to Megan as she concludes her work here with them. 
We each have joys and concerns that lie on our hearts.... We silently offer these now to you, our God...

Loving God, through all the sorrows and joys we know that the one constant is YOU. Your deep and abiding love sustains and nourishes us.  We know that WITH YOU, and each other, we can do far more than we can alone.   We know that you are with us and together we pray the prayer we received from your son ...


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